I was ready, and had every intent of swallowing everything he would let go in my mouth.
But because of how sensual the whole experience was, he was quite pleased with how well I did. I tried to deep throat, but I gagged every once in a while. His cock was hard and yet soft the same time. And not just oral sex, but also anal sex. It was at that moment I learned that I would be having sex with lots of men the rest of my life. Which of course I lovingly obliged, and this was the beginning of a most wondrous acceptance of my being bisexual. The whole time I was sucking him, once in a while he would say 'that feels so freaking good, please keep sucking me'. And cum is delicious.Īll told, it probably took me 20 minutes before I got him to let go. The taste and aroma of this man, and other men who I have been with subsequently, was indescribably beautiful. I went back down on him and slowly took the pre-cum into my mouth and I sat almost motionless, as I very gently used my tongue to swish his cum around in my mouth so I could taste it. I looked down and noticed that pre-cum was again dripping out of the hole. I kept stroking him as I was using my tongue and my lips over his body. We didn't kiss, but he probably would have loved it if I made an attempt to kiss him on the lips. I licked him all over, licked the inside of his thighs, his hips, I kissed his belly, and sucked on his nipples. It was erotic and instinctual beyond words. Not the same scent of course, but the scent of the body. That was the first time I ever had any idea that a man has a crotch scent, just like women do. Although we were both a little uncomfortable with it all, we both knew how much we wanted to make this happen.Īfter I sucked on him for a few minutes, I licked his balls, and they smelled so good. His pre-cum dripped out periodically, and the flavor was delicious. I used my mouth and my tongue a lot, all around the head, as I used my left hand to stroke the shaft slowly up and down. I felt him relax more and more the longer I sucked on him.
After a few minutes, I his cock into my mouth, and I started sucking him the best I could figure out how to do. He said nothing, but he moaned and he laid back and enjoyed what I was doing. I climbed into bed with him, and took his cock into my hand, and I stroked him for a short time.
I went into the room and took my clothes off. Regardless, we made the arrangement for me to go visit him at his house, and he was waiting on a bed in a bedroom, naked, playing with himself, as we had discussed. I don't remember at that point if that was when we decided that I would give him a blow job, or if the discussion came up at a later time when I visited him. I remember he was a bit uncomfortable at first, but I told him everything was okay, that I would never let anyone know what I found, and that I actually had interest in having sex with men. It was in this discussion that we got into the topic of gay porn and having sex with men. They were things that got on his computer very likely because of the gay porn websites he was visiting.
I not only noted pictures and videos of gay porn on his computer, there were some things that were virus related that I had to tell him about. At the time, I was experimenting quite a bit being a cross-dresser, and my interest in cross-dressing, sex with men, and porn in general was quite heightened. I took his computer home, and as I was working on it, I noticed quite a bit of gay male porn. Unfortunately I really don't remember exactly how it worked out the way it did, but at the time I was running my own computer repair business and he had called me after seeing my advertisement in the Yellow Pages (we didn't know each other at that point) and had asked for me to take a look at his computer.
The guy I gave head to was a business client of mine. At the time, about 2013, it was a little awkward, but the more I think about it looking back on that situation, I wish we had gone farther and made it an anal experience instead of just a blow job. I thought I would tell you the story and share what my experience was like when I finally took the plunge and made my first attempts at having sex with a man. I was recalling the first time that I ever gave a blow job while I was jerking off last night.